End

To love someone that's unavailable is like walking around with a blade through you heart.

Everytime you see the person, the blade sinks further into your flesh.

Bleeding out, the end is nothing but a  slow and painful death. Oddly, with a smile on my face because that's all I wanted was to see your face.

Pulling the blade out now and seeking for help is a cry that none can hear.
It's pointless, I was doomed from day one.

For once in my life, I was ready to do everything and whatever in my might to pursue the person I love.

Loving someone is a great feeling.
But receiving back that love is everything.

So here I am, with a blade in my chest, waiting for the end to come.

Dear Hoocat,

Loving with an open hand.

To love and not expect anything in return. 

My heart aches.  

I wonder have you figured out anything yet ?

What the purpose of us meeting ?

I still have strong feelings for you. 

I know you dont. 

I knew from the start that it was impossible.

14th of February, I would give you a parting gift.
After that day, I shall slowly disappear. 

I love you but I am afraid that's all I can do. 

Setting you free. 

You never meant to be weighed down by me anyway. 

Good Bye Hoocat. 

Perhaps, we could have been a possible in another parallel universe. 

Wishing you all the best, 

little meow signing off 

not that you will ever really know how I feel since you are so insensitive.
There goes another piece of my heart.

Stagnant

One step forward, 3 steps back.
I wore my heart on my sleeves.
I received some form of love and affection.
When you love someone truthfully, nothing else matter.

What should you do when you fall in love with someone who is in a committed relationship ? 

Choices:

1) Walk away, without trying

2) Try to win her over

I shan't reveal my answer.

My choice would not make any difference.

The result would have been the same anyway.

Did i just bring forward the expiration date ?