sorrows.

Broken spirit and broken heart.

No passion nor desire.

Feeling like a nobody.

Burnt bridges, sunk ships,hatred and regrets.

All things negative, it's even reflected in my memories.

Sometimes I wonder, how much longer ?

Its been a real tiring journey.

No more baggages as I do not wish to proceed.

Come what may, I am ready.

Failure

It's beyond me.

They say you are only given what you are able to handle.

Well, I'm sure I'm past that point.

There is nothing to look forward to.

No one will even realise my absence.  

Doubts filled my thoughts.

I feel displaced, I do not belong here nor there.

Floating aimlessly and without any bearing.

I have lost all sense of direction and I am lost.

No one to hold onto and nothing to hold me down.

Would anyone even notice my disappearance ?