Friday, 29 December 2017

Suki desu, arigato

We aren't even in a relationship.
I wonder is this a breakup?
Tbh, I think it's a selfish act of getting closure.
It's been two good months.
Plenty to laugh, plenty to sob over.
Nevertheless, it's memories that I had with you.
Some might say it's was a mistake from the very beginning, I still beg to differ.
I was given a choice and I acted on it.
Known for acting from the heart rather the brain, it's costed me any pain and heartache.
Perhaps it time to learn that pigs don't fly, there's no pot of gold at the end of the Rainbow, not all fairy tales have a happy ending.

Finally grow up join the rank of boring working class, concentrate on doing work that means nothing to me and move towards that one goal that everyone seems to yearn for : a better future ie better career and more money.
Stray away from simplicity and happiness.
Happiness is shared not created. Happiness comes from within.

Sunday, 3 December 2017

Head over heels

The first time I met her was on a Friday.
Based on first impression, I was not attracted to her whatsoever.
I was even slightly annoyed bcos I had to wait a long time for her(not entirely her fault).

The second time, I met her was when I was "forced" to pick her up from the airport a week later on a Sunday night.

6 and a half days with 18/7 spent together.
I lost my bearings and found myself sinking in sea of endless death.
I fell for someone that's already taken.