I miss you.
I am at a loss, I do not know how to deal with my feelings.
I wonder how you are doing.
I wonder if you are eating well, sleeping well, drinking enough water.
I wonder if I should continue to put stuff in your pigeonhole.
Are my actions suffocating you ?
Am I annoying you ?
Should I just disappear all together ?
Or should I preserve and hope for nothing in return ?
Perhaps I should,
Continue loving you without you knowing, from a distance.
Loving you was a choice, continuing to love you was not optional.
watashi wa anata ni aitaku naru
