I got 2 problems in life now.
I am not too sure if I am in the correct career path.
I do not know if I am in my right mind for falling for
someone who is currently not available and would likely be unavailable for the
future.
Diving in despite being fully aware.
It’s not just stupidity, its insanity.
I have always been a believer in hard work pays off.
Train hard, work hard and you will most likely be rewarded
for your efforts.
I have been giving my all be it relationships or career.
Where did that leave me ?
Feeling trapped in a job that I feel so lost in.
Being in love with someone who does not give much care about
how I feel.
Rock bottom does not even describe where I am right now.
But still I long to hear her voice, see her face and be with
her.
Why bother living life when the end already been decided.
We will die at the end.
So why fear death? Why not welcome It with open arms ?
