Lunch at Hwatu(Korean restaurant) every once a week. Without fail,Spicy pork belly stew.
Heading to Thai restaurant ? Pad Thai without fail.
My choice of food is the least of my problems.
What do you want to do today ?
I don't know what do you want to do.
I always end up doing what others wants to do while neglecting my own desires.
Hey you want to do this today ?
Erm, I have plans but okay sure.
Hey do you mind doing this for me ?
Yea, I mind but sure I'll do it.
Living in the shadow of others.
Fulfilling none of my own desires.
Longing to throw in the white towel.
Fuel by unhappiness just because of what I see on social media.
Jealousy is so below me yet I am affected by it.
Traumatised by my own experience.
Doubt is doubting but the urge to do something is overwhelming.
Break free ! Break free !
Bound by the chains of my past, nothing changes.
Just daydreams and nightmares.
It's been awhile since I have a good night sleep.
Dreams, where have you gone to.
Who erased you from my dictionary?
I pick up the broken pieces, slowing assembly them piece by piece.
Bloody hand as the memories of my past still hurts, sharp edges.
Dripping red, should I take a step forward or should I wave my white flag.
As I wave my white flag, it is drenched in red.
Am I strong enough to carry this red flag ?
